Welcome spring. Welcome to new beginnings and change. Welcome to the transformation and that feeling of morphing out of a chrysalis like the butterflies do. Welcome to the beauty that we see or that perhaps that we cannot see plainly with our own eyes. Embrace it and bask in it.
Today is Easter Sunday. Whether religious or not, it is a day that many enjoy. Whether spent rejoicing that He has risen, or taking part in the traditions of the Easter Bunny and egg hunts, Easter to me symbolizes growth and fresh beginnings.
I feel that my life is on the cusp of a new start, in some ways. Perhaps in many ways. Not that I care to get into details too quickly or prematurely, but I do feel that there are some things waiting for me. Listening to the signs of the universe, there are things lining up. I can read these things however I choose. Opportunities arise all the time, but only when we are open to receive them, are when they come to fruition. I have gone through a lot of difficulties in the past four years. I have been broken down and beaten, metaphorically and literally. I have had my strength and faith tested numerous times, and it has only strengthened my faith and spirituality more. I have grown, and become who I am. Who I was hiding all these years. All the insecurities that have been pounded into me over the years are fading away. Why? Because I have learned to like me. As I am. I am responsible for my own growth, for feeling how I do. Do you know what that does to a person? It translates into feeling comfortable in one’s own skin. This is revolutionary for me, something I have never felt. It’s an incredible feeling. I like me. I like the me I am now. I like who I am, who I have become. I like the me that I am as an individual, not who I was forced, shaped and molded to be. I have shed that skin, moulted like the outgrown skin the way a reptile does, and revealing a shiny new one that fits and feels so much better.
In this season of transformation, as the grass greens up and the flowers start to sprout out of the dirt, I hope you all feel the changes happening within you too. I will leave you with one of my favourite and often used quotes to consider, a Zen Proverb:
May we exist like the lotus, at ease in muddy water.